Spinach, onion, brocolli annndd egg whites

Love it! 

As for the rest of the day.. we shall see, I don’t have time to make lunch so going to try and just have soup at uni.

exercise - 20 squats this morning. I’m starting off slow, going from 10K to not being able to walk up a flight of stairs really fucked with my body. Still one step at a time.

Thins with lime marmalade and some carrots

chicken w/rice and terriyaki sauce

roast beef w/ mashed potatoe and veg

2 packs of halloween candy..

They were little so not feeling bad about them. I did a big food shop which was basically all vegetables :)

exercise, walking around for 2 hours looking for a toy shotgun and doing my shopping. 

No idea how many calories as I can’t go back to counting everything I eat.

I am hitting a year of being on this. I reached 20 and I’m unhealthier than I ever have been. I’m sitting in bed right now remembering when I used to want to be strong.

Finally it has hit me, fuck this self pitying bullshit! Get your ass up and start again. So that’s what I’m going to do. Ladies and gentlemen this girl is done being lazy, unhealthy and sad. Time to make a move.

Now its easy jsut saying this so its time to do something. Today I am going to food shops to get some of my healthy favourites from before and I will be taking all new before pitures to show you guys the horror. 

Wish me luck!

oodwithafez:

Every Saturday I get all excited

Then reality says there’s no Doctor Who

I realize reality isn’t lying

On the outside I’m like

But on the inside I’m like

(via dianetriesharder)

going for my first run in canada tomorrow. its been about two months but its going to happen

In three weeks time I will be on a plane to Toronto Canada. 

I am terrified. 

Also I got chubby again but I have more things to worry about so my weight is not one until I get to Canada. 

Also I need to change the name of my blog cause I will not be toned by twenty. Any ideas?

x